Pleasure To Be Around

It has been around 20 days since I last wrote my blog. I was very much tensed in those period of time. It was actually I was not able to take the decisions. I had three opportunity lying ahead. One was, should I continue in the same old office, second was should I go for another one where I could fulfill my aim. The last one was the major one which could dash all my hopes of first two ones. Last one was, what would I do if I get visa. Now, every opportunity has been successful, I get recalled from old office, got the job in new office and got the visa. Now I am again tensed what should. Yah surely I would go abroad, but my dreams are now shattered. Don't know what to express and what not. In 15 days time I am moving abroad and missing my loved ones, families, friends and other special peoples here in Nepal. And also I have to cope up with the pressure in the abroad too. I think I can cope of the pressure, but the main thing is how to answer the problem of my friends. I sms all the...

The winner is always a part of the answer. The loser is always a part of the problem. The winner always has a plan. The loser always has an excuse. The winner says “Let me do it for you” The loser says “That’s not my job” The winner sees an answer in every problem. The loser sees a problem in every answer. The winner sees a Green near every Sand trap. The loser sees a Sand trap near every Green. The winner says “It may be difficult but it’s possible” The loser says “It may be possible but it’s difficult”

This is not the new DHoom 2 song. But this song is resembling to my life. I dont know what I am going to do. Should I continue work or should I join the university abroad and continue my education. If I continue work, the payment my office is giving to me is not enough and also they are not teaching me new things. Apart from that, for my higher education, internal problems for me are always there. Actually this song also tells me about my friend. He has been married yesterday, and his party is tomorrow. I am not new to his wife, but also I was crazy being seen the changes in our life. Now we are in the peak time of life and in this time, I am not able to take the decision. Even though I take the suggestions from everyone near to me, but also i am not able to take my decision. I am not able to get the solution for me. Now I am sure, I will be doing more good to myself by choosing the right decision. For this, now I am leaving this office this month. Its sure that I am leaving this offic...

Last Tuesday, I was hovering to king's way (its not new road gate ni fheri ;) ). I was on bike. I just stopped on the red light and made my head to roam around to see some pretty pictures. But suddenly I saw a man. he was in bike perhaps it was bullet bike or somewhat like that. I didnot took my eyes from him. I came to know he must be foreigner and I have seen somewhere in TV. I was wondering who the man was. After the red light was over when all the vehicles were gone, I came to know his face resembles to Mr. Daryl Hair. How could I forget this man's picture after all those tension with him from late july. I know that he was not selected as ICC Umpire for running champions trophy. But I was wondering, this man who has been so much hyped in international media, how we was like unknown in Nepal. May be my eye would be false to see him. But I am sure, that person must be Australian and his figure and posture remained to be like Umpire Daryl Harper. I would like to talk to him, b...

While on the way, my co-worker asked me something related to youth evaluation. I did not know what to answer her. Just thought about the goal of that topic and came to resolution that youth should maintain discipline. She returned me back with question how and why. I did not have answer about that. I really thought about the idea, but I could not trace idea, how youth are evaluated. Then I thought about a game and organizing youth as that part of the game. For example we can take the youth as 11 players in cricket game with two batsman of the opposing team and two on field Umpires. In that game, everybody is taught to be in discipline. Everybody is assigned to have a job to do. I assume that first part of the youth from 16-20 years old youths as the first power play in ODI cricket. In this part, youth are taught to be aggressive and get stance in each field of work. Even they are taught that when one mistakes how other should cooperate with that mistake to make an error free life. In t...

This week I had been in party for different friends. But all of them had same cause for calling the party. Many of them were heading towards US, some of them in other countries for their better future. I don’t know now I can meet these people or not, but I am sure that, now I am the one left stranded in this motherland. Till last week, I was not feeling such pressure to go abroad. But by the way these people are going abroad, I too want to be with them. Want to share with them. But still I don’t know where I am heading. Am I going to US, or Australia, or UK or is it to Canada? Seldom I had tried for Bangladesh, Cyprus, Denmark, Dutch and Hungary too. So, it is showing me that I am not serious about the country I am trying for. May be I am waiting for October 31st, so that I can take my decision. But October 31 is quite far to take the decision. No one knows about my future. Am I going to foreign or saying “Kirtipur jindabad” in the coming future? There is pressure from my family too, t...

Had a party today...a fantastic party..little late but it was cool It was raining outside, all the surroundings were black as it was around 8 in the evening and our party began. The party began with mushroom soup and then with wine and beer. With that some roast item too. With the syrup of beer, the gafaddis gaff were running on. The gaff were mainly related to course work, then forum and each others GF. I didnot have GF, so I was speechless in that department. Anyway, the topic was changing its direction towards the destination...going somewhere. Bipin had nothing to say to go abroad. Migma was speechless due to his problem in abroad program. It was Nitin's party so he had nothing to say. So it was left to me to answer. I didnot hoped that I had to answer that. I told...yaa I will be going this february to Australia. But was I telling them correct? Had I been prepared for that? Today was Nitin's party, fortnight ago, i had been to sumit's party, may be bikas wont give part...

I have been trying to reach to my future. But someone is there always saying me of the past. Either they are freinds or others, but they tend to make me remind of my past. Last week, I was walking with my close friend, and I met a girl of my school. It had been 7 years since I had met her. Then as I saw her, I wanted to talk with her, and there was talking between she, my close freind and her freind. By talking on, I cud make feelings that my old freind was talking about my Gf and other freinds. I dont know why, all those seek peoples are always with the relation. I wanted to remove my knowledge on this relationship for some time. But it seems that it is recurring for me again and again. Now-a-days i am used to it, but also i dont want to be in relation for some time. But those past words always seems to be recurring me.

BLAMMINGs is what I am getting these days. If those blamings would be only for me, than I had no problem. But that blaming are for my freinds, who dont know what had happened. Then I was furious with AB. I just want to wish AB A HAPPY birthday on her bthday. And I want a treat from her, a treat that would make her out of my way. Will u give me that treat AB?? And I wish that, dont compare my love to your family love. Family love is precious, and you have to break others love for your family. But I couldnot withstand my love compared that I hadnot loved you. And I just proposed you, but you said no. After all those things if you say that then you are sick....sick...sick.... Control yourself

I was not thinking that there would be the birth of Nili in this fashion. Just it was a day name, my eventful day name to my one of the closest friend I have ever made. June 10, how could I forget the day. One of my best experiences of the day. Yah there was some trouble during the birth of Nili, some disturbances from outsiders. But our patience and mindset made the birth of Nili a successful. The main of Nili was to show how close we were in July 10. After this we wont be discussing about the day. And when we talk about Nili, our day will always be remembered. Thanks Nili, and Welcome to this earth Nili. hope that you will long last till one of us die. Welcome

(Meelie Wished me on June 8th, 2006, On Best Freinds Day) Sitting here thinking about you today, wishing that you weren't so far away. A friendship that was created all so soon, is really starting to bud and bloom. ~ You bring a smile to my face each day, with the little messages you send my way. I hope in the years soon to come, that our friendship will shine like the sun. ~ We share a special kind of love, blessed by that of the Lord above. Forever friends we will stay, never allowing our bond to fray. ~ In my heart you will always stay, as I cherish our friendship everyday. Take my hand my dear friend, and friends we will remain to the end. ~ I will lift you up when your feeling down, giving you a smile to replace that frown. Just as I know you would do for me, without friends where would we be.

Virgin, the meaning of virgin in oxford dictionary is given as person who never has sexual intercourse. This issue is being always raised among my friends, everytime I meet them. They ask, if I wud like to go with them for loosing my virgininty, or ask me why I am virgin till this age. I dont have the answer on my mind. Yah, this question always makes me puzzled that, is being virginity till this age is crime. I dont believe that this is crime. Yah I am sex lover and I wont be wondered that other people of my age arenot sex lover. But this doesnot mean that you must loose virginity for being sex lover. I was walking around the gauridhara and the kailash parbat of Pashupati. One of my freind told me that...he is insultated by his freinds about him being virgin. Same question is raised by my freinds to me. Even unknown freinds (unkknown in the manner that they are not my college or school freinds) ask me about this feelings. Last time when I was fully drunk, I dont remember what had happ...

You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest black eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

I wanna lost to the heaven.......in the hell.....and everywhere I havenot gone. I want to loose, everything I have gained till now. I hate my past. I always want to run ahead, dont know who is gonna save me from this, but I am sure...this is my life and I have to make it run ahead. But there must be someone to hold me...still searching the one, a cool one...whom I can trust. But dont know why I dont trust person for a long time. I know this is my life, but really feel disgust, when I cant get the picture of the person, talking with me just ahead of me. Really bored from this world and really want to get run from this selfish world. But where I must to get out of this world??