The Word Deferred

What does a deferred means. I searched the google and found out the following meaning

1. Postponed, put off to later

नेपालीमा भनाई छ "ज गर्नु आज गर्नु, भोलि को लागी ना राखनु "

But I am always prepared to defer my things without following the quotation. Now my luck too has deferred for the future. I was planning everything for the future without thinking of the present. Now, the word deferred has postponed my work from future to present. I don't have that much time that I can use all the future plans now. I don't know how can I cope with all this plans which I have to complete in present.

May be I am deferring my all the decisions for the present to the future, but surely it will be very much sophisticated for me. I am not all that type of persons who have all the minds for all the things. With all the work postponed from future to present, I am not able to cope with the pressure. Had been all things known before, I could manage. But in this last hour, the news is not so good. But also I have no alternative, but to follow the process. Now to follow all the process, I am sure I will be lost from all my known people. So, whoever was talking to me in these days, just I m requesting them, defer me for some time. I wont be available now.

Hope that someone could say I would deferred myself to be died in next year not this year.

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