Pleasure To Be Around

Virgin, the meaning of virgin in oxford dictionary is given as person who never has sexual intercourse. This issue is being always raised among my friends, everytime I meet them. They ask, if I wud like to go with them for loosing my virgininty, or ask me why I am virgin till this age. I dont have the answer on my mind. Yah, this question always makes me puzzled that, is being virginity till this age is crime. I dont believe that this is crime. Yah I am sex lover and I wont be wondered that other people of my age arenot sex lover. But this doesnot mean that you must loose virginity for being sex lover. I was walking around the gauridhara and the kailash parbat of Pashupati. One of my freind told me that...he is insultated by his freinds about him being virgin. Same question is raised by my freinds to me. Even unknown freinds (unkknown in the manner that they are not my college or school freinds) ask me about this feelings. Last time when I was fully drunk, I dont remember what had happ...

You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest black eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

I wanna lost to the heaven.......in the hell.....and everywhere I havenot gone. I want to loose, everything I have gained till now. I hate my past. I always want to run ahead, dont know who is gonna save me from this, but I am sure...this is my life and I have to make it run ahead. But there must be someone to hold me...still searching the one, a cool one...whom I can trust. But dont know why I dont trust person for a long time. I know this is my life, but really feel disgust, when I cant get the picture of the person, talking with me just ahead of me. Really bored from this world and really want to get run from this selfish world. But where I must to get out of this world??