Pleasure To Be Around

With the Christmas around the corner, and the fall temperatures beginning rapidly, the greenery around the street is being replaced by the artificial lights which are looking more beautiful in the night rather than the day. In the day, you can only feel the yellow leaves in the shade of the tree with tree being like wearing clothes in the birthday suit. The brown trees with just branches remaining and the cold chill wind blowing through the ear makes the day really good. Some of the friends already starting to yell the first flurried in their town really mystifies me, whether they had or not. May be they must have. I dont know what the first flurries means for me, as it would be my first time, but I am really enjoying the weather now. Driving in the night with the windows open (of course the heater is on in the car) is really getting me good with the natural temperature around my surroundings. While doing these activities, it makes me really feel that it should have 25 hrs in a day, so...

I came to read you, and was not dared to write a comment of the blog you said. May be that you have written to empty your mind or its just the public view, I thought you are more confused with yourself about yourself. I am not stopping to talk with you, but, want to make the talk special by talking once or twice a week. Its not good to talk with all those nuisance words again and again with no result being the output. Its good, if we can talk with thinking about the result which we desire to have after the talk. Mainly its the opinion and it values most, when we talk. If we cannot get the call of opinion as correct, then its not good to talk and start the mesmerizing topic to being confused with each other. You are creating the confusion in yourself about thinking your future, still you ask me why should I think about future. Better think about the future, but don't make it feel that same future is creating the burden for your present. You are so intelligent to think about yoursel...

Pressure is to be begin I am feeling it, With being upset from you I am not able to transfer me With the pace I had to No one listened to me at the time same is being now with the approach from heart to you I was in lost completely in you Thought of some good thing that made me move my hand but the brain did not function so all try went in vain still was expecting the same answer which you have given to me now had hope of positive very little but all hope too gone mad now I am free so you are with promises to be made never to meet apart but wish to see you again in my soul and heart I know you are upset but I never told you lie may be the time was enemy when I told you the thing but the conditions were similar when it happened and now still now there is no reflection between you and me the phase of our life was a refraction which came and we were near and now the distance being the same Still I want to cherish those momemts but with the cherish the pain will be there and its hard to fo...

With the being of all cast level in the same field, its not uncommon to be or being loved by other people of different cast. If the age was of teen, then we can say that, this type of love might be immature. But what we will say, if it is a mature love, when we fall at the age of around 25? Should we only date and share the experiences and then leave the relation citing that its the intercaste one?? Or shall we take it as responsibility to think that we need to unite for good goal of the future. It is biologically proved that the younger generation born from the intercaste family are more healthier and more intelligent than the ones who are born from same-caste family. But that does not only prove that we must go always the intercaste. We have to see our family, our neighbor and other people around us before we have to take this decision. With the examples seen in our society, here are the disadvantages for the intercaste marriage: 1. Problem with the culture for both ones. For ex, New...

"Dashain aayo, Khaula Piula, Kaha jaula, chori lyaula, dhatta papi, ma ta chuttai basula" Those were the words we used to speak when we were young. Its like asking parents that the dashain has begun. Whenever dashain used to come, the good thing was, we were happy that we are getting the new clothes every year. And also going for the shopping, thinking that mum will have the icecream while in the shopping or some lunch in pawan used to always run in my mind when I was younger. I am not saying now I am old, but the situation has changed now. Its the first time in my education life that I am going to school to take class in Ghatasthapana. I am really missing everybody there. Wish that I was in ktm, then I could have drove to bhw in this situation. But now its really very much impossible to come there to have the shopping or hope to get lunch in pawan misthan bhandar. What I can get is the MacDonald burger, or subway ham. Hyaaa, I dont want this thing, I want sel, puri, but all ...

Yellow Tree, Sept 22nd, and the chilly wind blowing outside. What does it mean? May be the fall has started again. The weather outside is so pleasant out here, that you will forget everything running in your mind. (That what happened to me, except concentrating on my exam papers, I was concentrating on all over my goals what to do next in the last summer day). Its such wonderful things to watch, the greenery around me is slowly day by day turning in yellow. The leaves are falling around, the wind is so gentle and cool that, you don't want yourself be inside the house. I was near the Chicago river last night at probably 1 AM. The wind was so cool and the air was so nice, that I wished I would be in that position for my whole life.

I can in the job and thought how can we compare the software and the galfreind. Lets see my comparison 1. Both are hard to make at first. (I don't believe in first sight love). 2. Both take tremendous time to be made mine at the start. 3. Both should be documented properly for the future reference. (Galfreinds should be documented in the diary). 4. The more you try to make it own for both of them, they try to run away at first. 5. After start, both start the demand. Software ask for more research and more good interface, while Girlfriend ask for more dating and more time. 6. Both tends to be tedious while you continue in the same fashion. You feel uncomfortable with both, when you give more time to both. 7.Both ask for use as the mind freshener, but but are the ............. 8. The more you change them (or change themselves), the more you feel they are yours. 9. With the continue of both being same type and same thing, then both tends to be outsourced. 10. The more you use them, th...

It seems like, many people are annoyed or amused with my Name in this blog. The Name "Black Board" has different meanings than what it means in real life. Actually, this is the part of my name. If my friends have chatted with me in MSN, then they can find the other part of the Black Board in my Nick there. Actually its "Blackboard: Learning System". What does it means, you can easily find if you Google it. The Correct thing is its a learning system, actually a CMS which is used according the user specific type and privilege. If I am student, then I am not able to edit the contents of this thing, and only I can view those thing, which are made available to me. If I am a lab adviser, then also, I can only see what others have made me enrolled into. But If I am a Teaching Assistant, then the professor with whom I am working, I can have the complete editing facility to the subject of the professor. If I am Professor, then I can edit, remove the contents from my page. Al...

Wont you all be happy, when you find that I have been there to receive you at the international airport and take to your destination in my brand new car (just new for me, even if I buy Used ones)? Its like making me really feel good, when I think that I am going to buy a car. Really I do research in these car things whole week and read all the newspaper related to car thing. I am always messed up when I think, which model to buy, which color and everything else. Also I consider is should I buy a cheap new car, or go for some dashing used ones. Yah it depends upon the budget how much I can spend. But, there is always credit card for you when you are in US. And with the good job back in my mind, I think its worth to buy a car in credit rather than paying whole amount in a bunch. But after that I have to think about my other expenses too. Its pretty hard when you think of other expenses in your life. The main thing to consider while buying a car is, do I need a car now or not. Probably no...

I know its like a mess, but these are the things that are making crowdy in my life. When I see my table, I feel, I wont go in that table to read. When I go into the computer table, I feel, I am rather good enough to use laptop on my palm rather than in the desktop board. When I move into the book rack, I find out the much more things other than the reading materials in the rack. When I move to the wall closet, I find much more things other than clothes in the closet. Even I feel alone, these things are making my life crowdy and messy. I try to clean these things everyday (hope so, if not every day, once in a week is sure :D ) but cannot get idea where to put all these materials. I cannot remove the cables from my table as I need them for recharging the camera or recharging my laptop. I cannot remove the papers in the desktop table as they are precious as well as confidential. I have no other place to keep these papers other than the desktop table. So, I feel its better to use the lapto...

Its really insane, when you feel that you want to enjoy everything ahead of you, but you wont have the partner to share with you. I tried to share, either through mail or email, but seems, now everyone is bit busy. I am in stress with all those works, assignments and traveling. Want some time to be with friends, to laugh with the people around me. But seems, those days are past for me. I am just in one way of life now. Neither I have good friend with whom I can put my head in his/her lap to talk, nor the environment where I can manage such time. Its such disgusting when you are being busy like this and cant get time for yourself. Probably email is good friend for me. But when I tend to mail, no one gets me reply. When I talk with friends, it seems like those past days were very much important for me. Bitting B**** while we were walking from the school. Making him cry when I was in home by beating him, and again the next day starting the good relationship. It was also at that time, whe...

Never had such dream that, While in a class, I will be looking outside only whole of the class. Today there was the first class, and I did same. The outside view was such wonderful one that I could not resist in looking outside view rather than at the white board and the professor. Actually I was at the 14th Floor of my College building in the Downtown, and since I was that high, I could see whole downtown of Chicago from here. I wish I had my camera today. But surely I will grab the pics on any other day as soon as I have the camera. Also when I was working near the Lake-shore yesterday, I could see whole Michigan lake from the lab where I was working. My first reaction was after seeing the view, OOH MY GOD, Wished the class to be here. But anyway it was ok, as it was my job and you can move around your eyes in the job here. Surely, I am bringing my camera next time when my class and job are at their respective places and will take the pictures of it to publish in the blog. But this t...

Doesnot it look good?? My legs with full of .......... John Hancock tower near to Water Tower Chicago Buildings with my camera EasyShare Z712 IS Chicago Buildings A big Digital Frame in the millenium Park Chicago, Worth to watch and get wet

It only seems yesterday when I was first get wet with the friends while walking down from minbhawan to Hadigaun in the year 1999. Seems it was only a bet then at the morning, without knowing what would be the weather in the evening, we had to get wet in the rain. It just makes me remind of those cracked minds and " pehla nasa, pehala kumar, naya pyar hein naya intazar" type of feelings. May be that would be another type of story with being attracted to opposite number in the mid and late teens. Its not only that I like to be with the girls to get wet. I have been many time gone to the rain to get wet, to splash my face with the striking power of the rain and sometimes hail too. It was a dream come true for me, when I was left alone to be left for drenched in the outside rain. Not only in my late teens, I always had some company with the gals walking in the rain either it would be with umbrella or sharing shame raincoats in a bike or without any external things to avoid the ra...

It is ones responsibility to make the time managed in his/her day. With the fixed schedule for me in this fall, I am trying to manage the time schedule for myself. But since being always late in my career, I don't know how do will I manage the time for myself. And also I have to manage the time schedule for three different shifts each day. Its very hard for me to manage such schedules, but what to do, I have to. Time schedules starts from the Alarm in the morning to fresh up in the bathroom to catching train in late night. Each day of the week, same process, just some shift will be changed otherwise, same schedule. While reading accounts in my high school, I used to feel, why time management is so important, as we can complete the work as soon as we get it. But here, we cannot do our work after the given time frame or before the time frame. And its very hard to have manage such schedule for a whole week. But I have to continue for such schedule, either it would be of sleeping in be...

What does a deferred means. I searched the google and found out the following meaning 1. Postponed, put off to later नेपालीमा भनाई छ "ज गर्नु आज गर्नु, भोलि को लागी ना राखनु " But I am always prepared to defer my things without following the quotation. Now my luck too has deferred for the future. I was planning everything for the future without thinking of the present. Now, the word deferred has postponed my work from future to present. I don't have that much time that I can use all the future plans now. I don't know how can I cope with all this plans which I have to complete in present. May be I am deferring my all the decisions for the present to the future, but surely it will be very much sophisticated for me. I am not all that type of persons who have all the minds for all the things. With all the work postponed from future to present, I am not able to cope with the pressure. Had been all things known before, I could manage. But in this last hour, the news is not ...

It was a better day for me here. It was a day off for chicago for me. Its very much better to go around with freinds and talk as well as shout as you like. You dont have to be formal while talking with freinds. Thanks to my uncle for making the day as perfect as it should be. Also thanks my aunt for making such wonderful dish during the short period of time. May be the other guys who were in my home that day (29th July 2007) would thank both of them. I dont know how would they say thanks, but...i know they will. I am sure, chicago cannot be runned in a day. It has a vast attraction than what we have previously thought. May be, the guys from Nebraska wouldnot be able to explain it in a day without our help. They came to know many things about chicago in a Day. The day started from Tower Road Beach to Linden to McCormick Blvd to Devon Ave. Devon Ave is one of the ugliest place in chicago, but I insist them to start the tour from that part of chicago, such that they wont feel that they ar...

I am sorry, but I missed my ring yesterday. I dont know where it is lost. I am so sad when I found that the ring in my index finger was missing in the morning. I didnot know what to do. Yesterday I was too tired and since my laptop too was not in order to be used, I just watched TV around 11 pm after my work. Also, there was some thing to drink on my side which would make me drunk after some time. I dont know till that time I had ring on my finger or not. But surely I made a mess of me. I was worried for it, as because it was a precious gift from my parents for my better future. I dont know where I lost. Hope that I will find it in the future.

Missing Happiness I used to hate when I was in tears. I always hide myself when I used to be in tears. Now, I am happy that my tears are all back with me. Its coming out everyday making me remind who I am and where I am from. Time has always told me to hold out the tears and pour it whenever you are alone. Thats what I am doing here. Seems everyone knows how happy I am, but no one knows the internal feelings I am going through. Does this feelings tells me that I am missing someone. Of course not. I am not so free to miss anyone now. Time is trigerring me to be bold and self confident man. Yah I am jealous with other people's development. Some one says this thing other says this thing. I am really into this kind of feeling. But on myself, I am nothing. I am not able to cope with the time I am passing on. Missing Time Frame Technology is getting far ahead than me. I am not able to cope with the time and pressure, the technology has given to me. If somebody ask me what is your best si...

With the news from kantipur online, I came to know that Nepalese not only create strikes in Nepal, but also in Foreign countries. see the online version of the news on link below enews link I was really thinking why did mysansar.com has no posting on this news. May be, the mysansar.com author is busy with bhatta tatta saptaha. :D With the above news, I really feel sorry for those people who got deport from the country. But, they must have feel that, every government is not like the Nepalese Government where everything is mattered from the strikes and the bandhs. Even I am here in US, I feel very sorry to those people who are in Nepal and feel pressurized due to the bandh and strikes. I used to come to think, why people create bandhs and strikes, even though they know that, this only effects the local community not to those people who are moving in the secured vehicles. Imagine people walking from Jorpati to Kalanki, Bhaktapur to Baneshwor. This is too much for the local community. Also...