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Never had such dream that, While in a class, I will be looking outside only whole of the class. Today there was the first class, and I did same. The outside view was such wonderful one that I could not resist in looking outside view rather than at the white board and the professor. Actually I was at the 14th Floor of my College building in the Downtown, and since I was that high, I could see whole downtown of Chicago from here. I wish I had my camera today. But surely I will grab the pics on any other day as soon as I have the camera. Also when I was working near the Lake-shore yesterday, I could see whole Michigan lake from the lab where I was working. My first reaction was after seeing the view, OOH MY GOD, Wished the class to be here. But anyway it was ok, as it was my job and you can move around your eyes in the job here. Surely, I am bringing my camera next time when my class and job are at their respective places and will take the pictures of it to publish in the blog. But this t...

Doesnot it look good?? My legs with full of .......... John Hancock tower near to Water Tower Chicago Buildings with my camera EasyShare Z712 IS Chicago Buildings A big Digital Frame in the millenium Park Chicago, Worth to watch and get wet

It only seems yesterday when I was first get wet with the friends while walking down from minbhawan to Hadigaun in the year 1999. Seems it was only a bet then at the morning, without knowing what would be the weather in the evening, we had to get wet in the rain. It just makes me remind of those cracked minds and " pehla nasa, pehala kumar, naya pyar hein naya intazar" type of feelings. May be that would be another type of story with being attracted to opposite number in the mid and late teens. Its not only that I like to be with the girls to get wet. I have been many time gone to the rain to get wet, to splash my face with the striking power of the rain and sometimes hail too. It was a dream come true for me, when I was left alone to be left for drenched in the outside rain. Not only in my late teens, I always had some company with the gals walking in the rain either it would be with umbrella or sharing shame raincoats in a bike or without any external things to avoid the ra...

It is ones responsibility to make the time managed in his/her day. With the fixed schedule for me in this fall, I am trying to manage the time schedule for myself. But since being always late in my career, I don't know how do will I manage the time for myself. And also I have to manage the time schedule for three different shifts each day. Its very hard for me to manage such schedules, but what to do, I have to. Time schedules starts from the Alarm in the morning to fresh up in the bathroom to catching train in late night. Each day of the week, same process, just some shift will be changed otherwise, same schedule. While reading accounts in my high school, I used to feel, why time management is so important, as we can complete the work as soon as we get it. But here, we cannot do our work after the given time frame or before the time frame. And its very hard to have manage such schedule for a whole week. But I have to continue for such schedule, either it would be of sleeping in be...

What does a deferred means. I searched the google and found out the following meaning 1. Postponed, put off to later नेपालीमा भनाई छ "ज गर्नु आज गर्नु, भोलि को लागी ना राखनु " But I am always prepared to defer my things without following the quotation. Now my luck too has deferred for the future. I was planning everything for the future without thinking of the present. Now, the word deferred has postponed my work from future to present. I don't have that much time that I can use all the future plans now. I don't know how can I cope with all this plans which I have to complete in present. May be I am deferring my all the decisions for the present to the future, but surely it will be very much sophisticated for me. I am not all that type of persons who have all the minds for all the things. With all the work postponed from future to present, I am not able to cope with the pressure. Had been all things known before, I could manage. But in this last hour, the news is not ...

It was a better day for me here. It was a day off for chicago for me. Its very much better to go around with freinds and talk as well as shout as you like. You dont have to be formal while talking with freinds. Thanks to my uncle for making the day as perfect as it should be. Also thanks my aunt for making such wonderful dish during the short period of time. May be the other guys who were in my home that day (29th July 2007) would thank both of them. I dont know how would they say thanks, but...i know they will. I am sure, chicago cannot be runned in a day. It has a vast attraction than what we have previously thought. May be, the guys from Nebraska wouldnot be able to explain it in a day without our help. They came to know many things about chicago in a Day. The day started from Tower Road Beach to Linden to McCormick Blvd to Devon Ave. Devon Ave is one of the ugliest place in chicago, but I insist them to start the tour from that part of chicago, such that they wont feel that they ar...

I am sorry, but I missed my ring yesterday. I dont know where it is lost. I am so sad when I found that the ring in my index finger was missing in the morning. I didnot know what to do. Yesterday I was too tired and since my laptop too was not in order to be used, I just watched TV around 11 pm after my work. Also, there was some thing to drink on my side which would make me drunk after some time. I dont know till that time I had ring on my finger or not. But surely I made a mess of me. I was worried for it, as because it was a precious gift from my parents for my better future. I dont know where I lost. Hope that I will find it in the future.

Missing Happiness I used to hate when I was in tears. I always hide myself when I used to be in tears. Now, I am happy that my tears are all back with me. Its coming out everyday making me remind who I am and where I am from. Time has always told me to hold out the tears and pour it whenever you are alone. Thats what I am doing here. Seems everyone knows how happy I am, but no one knows the internal feelings I am going through. Does this feelings tells me that I am missing someone. Of course not. I am not so free to miss anyone now. Time is trigerring me to be bold and self confident man. Yah I am jealous with other people's development. Some one says this thing other says this thing. I am really into this kind of feeling. But on myself, I am nothing. I am not able to cope with the time I am passing on. Missing Time Frame Technology is getting far ahead than me. I am not able to cope with the time and pressure, the technology has given to me. If somebody ask me what is your best si...

With the news from kantipur online, I came to know that Nepalese not only create strikes in Nepal, but also in Foreign countries. see the online version of the news on link below enews link I was really thinking why did mysansar.com has no posting on this news. May be, the mysansar.com author is busy with bhatta tatta saptaha. :D With the above news, I really feel sorry for those people who got deport from the country. But, they must have feel that, every government is not like the Nepalese Government where everything is mattered from the strikes and the bandhs. Even I am here in US, I feel very sorry to those people who are in Nepal and feel pressurized due to the bandh and strikes. I used to come to think, why people create bandhs and strikes, even though they know that, this only effects the local community not to those people who are moving in the secured vehicles. Imagine people walking from Jorpati to Kalanki, Bhaktapur to Baneshwor. This is too much for the local community. Also...

Someone must be wondering why I am writing so much of failure items in my blog. But, its life dude, failure tends to be remembered each now and then, but when you success, you don't tend to remember always. Now today in the morning after I get from the bed, I came to know that I was failure again, in terms of my life. I know we have to think about the success from these failures, but..when you are deeply hurt in these types of failures, you cannot be always gained knowledge in these type of failures. I don't know, how to get rid of these things in the situation I am now, but I have to. May be blog is my friend in my loneliness, but sure, I am alone from now. Bye bye to you, who made me lonely again.

Failure is the pillar of success, but I don't know, when there is success for me to drive a vehicle alone. I have given my driving test two times and still, I am not able to get the car license on my own. I don't know what fault they see in my driving. Some one says, this, some one says that, I am not able to cope with this change. Today I am going to give a try again for the third time. Hope that I can be success this time. PRAY FOR ME MY DEAR FRIENDS :D AT LAST I GOT IT. NOW I CAN DRIVE ANYWHERE IN ILLINOIS. PERHAPS, MAY BE I DO NEED NOW A CAR :D

With my experiences in past, I always used to think that with the elapse of the time, I will be always ok. But the pressure mounted on my head is increasing day by day as the summer begins. I wish I could do much better than what I am doing now. But, with no communication skills developed inside me till now, I am becoming a dull day by day. Time is itself killing me, and I am doing nothing good to myself. I do have to take my decision as soon as possible, but dont know why, I am not willing to take the decision. Really, I am missing some of the people who always backed me up. In the summer, I am feeling completely alone. May be I am not taking the classes, so I am alone, or whenever I call someone, no one picks the phone. May be this two reasons are the to make you all alone.. ...................................................................... Some one had earlier said me, Time waits for no-one. I think its true. But, now I am feeling that time is stopped for me. Nothing to do, no w...

Last thursday (26th April 2007), it made me realize how much valuable a min can be. On each occasion I was late by one or two minutes, and if I had queued up all the time, then it wont be more than 20 mins, but the output of the time lost was more than one hour. 1.12 pm : went to QUINCY station to take train, even I didnot know which train to take, I knew the station where I had to go will be dropped by the train coming through this station. I was asking a person there, which train to take, and the answer was PINK, which I see standing outside. Then when I rush to there, the sound came " DOORS CLOSING" and then train started moving. I was a min late there. I saw the time table there, and tried to figure out, at which time next train comes. It was after 6 minutes. I lost SIX minutes there, but not only six minutes, the train was late and took 9 minutes to come there. I waited the train and took the train. It was 1.22 then. I had to catch 1.35 metra and hoping that, this train ...

HOPE AHEAD Elusive time, As the water Meandering down, The serpentine stream, In its unchecked velocity and pace, Along with the perpetual monotonous tone of time, Along with the cadence of Tick, tick... tick; Contrary to the pace of time, Predicaments and scenario, Mayhems and massacres Of insane humane being Are ever changeable and susceptible, Blended and branded with Woeful and gala moments, Yet, keeping A straw of hope ahead. A poem by Kalash Shrestha for me on April 2nd, 2003. At that time I think that I hadnot understood what he had written in this poem, but I had saved this poem in my mail. But Now I am getting what he wants to say. Thanks kalash.

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I do not know how it feels to be presenting in the class in abroad. But surely I am ready for it. Discussion have been done and I am building my confidence in myself so that I can have a good one. There are many people to help me out. Since it is a group presentation, I do have my partner to present too. I don't know, how it will feel in the middle, but now I am feeling much more relax and easy. Actually I was furious with my partner as she didnot had her own slides. So, I prepared for her and told her to have the presentation on that, today. Since we have nothing to have the presentation as this type of presentation is done in cycle 1 and cycle 2 is basically nothing new. Hope that I will deliver a good speech in the class.

Subject: Letter to ex-girlfreind Dear XYZ, Thanks for being my love for half years, when you receive this letter I believe you might have selected a new boy friend and started enjoying your dating. Every lovers needs to struggle a bit to get a boy friend or girl friend. XYZ … In order to recover your missing, I got another girl from next city & as you know this is my nth love, from all my past experiences I have learned a lot. When the love blossoms everyone starts writing love letters, you know very well… I have written many love letter to you , and writing a love letter in poetic way is not so easy nowadays XYZ , and it's a time consuming work, In order to avoid all this I need all my lover letters back so that I can put corrector and send to my new girl friend , please send it back to me , I don't have poetic references or any photocopy of these letters. Another thing XYZ, I have given you one cute photo of mine , can you send it to me please , you know better that this...

With the transmission power of each hour weather through internet, I was aware of the weather today. Even though, I did not take my umbrella with me because I want to taste the rain here in US. I was in Devon roaming Indian market here in Chicago, the rain started falling. I wanted to get wet, even though the weather was so chilly. I loved to be wet. So I walked here and there in rain. It reminded of my past days of getting wet in rain in Kathmandu and Dhulikhel. I did love this weather. Other people were trying to get the shade to get rid of the rain, I was walking in this rain. The one thing I was missing here was only my partner to walk with me in the rain, otherwise I was finding heaven in that rain. I had jacket, so I was not wet from upper level, but from bottom, I was completely drenched and soaked in cool water. The rain was as cool as ice, but I loved it. The rain dripping in my hair to my face was awesome. I love that moment. But, my badluck, the rain didnot last long. Only i...

At last I am able to see some nepali and hear nepali language from person from my country here in chicago. Apart from my parents here, I was not able to meet any Nepali here. At last there was a party organised by a nepali family where I went with my uncle there. Talked with them for my view there in Chicago. It was nice feeling seeing those Nepalis in the country. Had a nice poker session with them. I didnot play, but watched them play. Its like three patti in Nepal. Bit a bit standard game than those Three-patti. Hadsome kauda session too...cried saying marra...chaowka...chakka...tiya.. but didnot know how they won. I was bg in collecting dollars at first, but all went in vain when I lost all the money in last three rounds. Had a nice night drive with mama of around 1 hr. So it was a fasinating day for me...and a memorable one