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Someone must be wondering why I am writing so much of failure items in my blog. But, its life dude, failure tends to be remembered each now and then, but when you success, you don't tend to remember always. Now today in the morning after I get from the bed, I came to know that I was failure again, in terms of my life. I know we have to think about the success from these failures, but..when you are deeply hurt in these types of failures, you cannot be always gained knowledge in these type of failures. I don't know, how to get rid of these things in the situation I am now, but I have to. May be blog is my friend in my loneliness, but sure, I am alone from now. Bye bye to you, who made me lonely again.

Failure is the pillar of success, but I don't know, when there is success for me to drive a vehicle alone. I have given my driving test two times and still, I am not able to get the car license on my own. I don't know what fault they see in my driving. Some one says, this, some one says that, I am not able to cope with this change. Today I am going to give a try again for the third time. Hope that I can be success this time. PRAY FOR ME MY DEAR FRIENDS :D AT LAST I GOT IT. NOW I CAN DRIVE ANYWHERE IN ILLINOIS. PERHAPS, MAY BE I DO NEED NOW A CAR :D

With my experiences in past, I always used to think that with the elapse of the time, I will be always ok. But the pressure mounted on my head is increasing day by day as the summer begins. I wish I could do much better than what I am doing now. But, with no communication skills developed inside me till now, I am becoming a dull day by day. Time is itself killing me, and I am doing nothing good to myself. I do have to take my decision as soon as possible, but dont know why, I am not willing to take the decision. Really, I am missing some of the people who always backed me up. In the summer, I am feeling completely alone. May be I am not taking the classes, so I am alone, or whenever I call someone, no one picks the phone. May be this two reasons are the to make you all alone.. ...................................................................... Some one had earlier said me, Time waits for no-one. I think its true. But, now I am feeling that time is stopped for me. Nothing to do, no w...

Last thursday (26th April 2007), it made me realize how much valuable a min can be. On each occasion I was late by one or two minutes, and if I had queued up all the time, then it wont be more than 20 mins, but the output of the time lost was more than one hour. 1.12 pm : went to QUINCY station to take train, even I didnot know which train to take, I knew the station where I had to go will be dropped by the train coming through this station. I was asking a person there, which train to take, and the answer was PINK, which I see standing outside. Then when I rush to there, the sound came " DOORS CLOSING" and then train started moving. I was a min late there. I saw the time table there, and tried to figure out, at which time next train comes. It was after 6 minutes. I lost SIX minutes there, but not only six minutes, the train was late and took 9 minutes to come there. I waited the train and took the train. It was 1.22 then. I had to catch 1.35 metra and hoping that, this train ...

HOPE AHEAD Elusive time, As the water Meandering down, The serpentine stream, In its unchecked velocity and pace, Along with the perpetual monotonous tone of time, Along with the cadence of Tick, tick... tick; Contrary to the pace of time, Predicaments and scenario, Mayhems and massacres Of insane humane being Are ever changeable and susceptible, Blended and branded with Woeful and gala moments, Yet, keeping A straw of hope ahead. A poem by Kalash Shrestha for me on April 2nd, 2003. At that time I think that I hadnot understood what he had written in this poem, but I had saved this poem in my mail. But Now I am getting what he wants to say. Thanks kalash.

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I do not know how it feels to be presenting in the class in abroad. But surely I am ready for it. Discussion have been done and I am building my confidence in myself so that I can have a good one. There are many people to help me out. Since it is a group presentation, I do have my partner to present too. I don't know, how it will feel in the middle, but now I am feeling much more relax and easy. Actually I was furious with my partner as she didnot had her own slides. So, I prepared for her and told her to have the presentation on that, today. Since we have nothing to have the presentation as this type of presentation is done in cycle 1 and cycle 2 is basically nothing new. Hope that I will deliver a good speech in the class.

Subject: Letter to ex-girlfreind Dear XYZ, Thanks for being my love for half years, when you receive this letter I believe you might have selected a new boy friend and started enjoying your dating. Every lovers needs to struggle a bit to get a boy friend or girl friend. XYZ … In order to recover your missing, I got another girl from next city & as you know this is my nth love, from all my past experiences I have learned a lot. When the love blossoms everyone starts writing love letters, you know very well… I have written many love letter to you , and writing a love letter in poetic way is not so easy nowadays XYZ , and it's a time consuming work, In order to avoid all this I need all my lover letters back so that I can put corrector and send to my new girl friend , please send it back to me , I don't have poetic references or any photocopy of these letters. Another thing XYZ, I have given you one cute photo of mine , can you send it to me please , you know better that this...

With the transmission power of each hour weather through internet, I was aware of the weather today. Even though, I did not take my umbrella with me because I want to taste the rain here in US. I was in Devon roaming Indian market here in Chicago, the rain started falling. I wanted to get wet, even though the weather was so chilly. I loved to be wet. So I walked here and there in rain. It reminded of my past days of getting wet in rain in Kathmandu and Dhulikhel. I did love this weather. Other people were trying to get the shade to get rid of the rain, I was walking in this rain. The one thing I was missing here was only my partner to walk with me in the rain, otherwise I was finding heaven in that rain. I had jacket, so I was not wet from upper level, but from bottom, I was completely drenched and soaked in cool water. The rain was as cool as ice, but I loved it. The rain dripping in my hair to my face was awesome. I love that moment. But, my badluck, the rain didnot last long. Only i...

At last I am able to see some nepali and hear nepali language from person from my country here in chicago. Apart from my parents here, I was not able to meet any Nepali here. At last there was a party organised by a nepali family where I went with my uncle there. Talked with them for my view there in Chicago. It was nice feeling seeing those Nepalis in the country. Had a nice poker session with them. I didnot play, but watched them play. Its like three patti in Nepal. Bit a bit standard game than those Three-patti. Hadsome kauda session too...cried saying marra...chaowka...chakka...tiya.. but didnot know how they won. I was bg in collecting dollars at first, but all went in vain when I lost all the money in last three rounds. Had a nice night drive with mama of around 1 hr. So it was a fasinating day for me...and a memorable one

Web 2.0 sites are all the rage and if you’re lucky enough to be bought out by Google or Yahoo there are millions of dollars to be made, but how do you fake it as a Web 2.0 site? Well, all Web 2.0 sites have one thing in common … they look the part. Just like surfers have their baggy jumpers and skateboarders have their Vans trainers, Web 2.0 sites need to have a silly name and trendy logo if they’ve got a hope of becoming the next site to get bought out by Google. Here’s an 11 step guide to creating the perfect Web 2.0 image. Come up with a silly name .. then take some of the vowels out. I’m hoping to “flip” (sell) my company to Google, so what about “Flipr”? Realize the name’s already been taken as a .com .. so add another word to the website address Damn .. www.flipr.com’s already gone! How about www.meetflipr.com? Choose some bright colours How about green? Nobody uses green. Yeah .. I think I’ll go for green and blue. Think of a cute mascot Hmmm .. I don’t want some...

At last i had the orientation. Now I knew how to change the status of my US residency. At last now I am knowing all the rules. I want to apply for the assistantship. Lets see, what I can get. Good Luck for me.

I had my first class in 16th jan 2007 here in Loyola University. Dean had called me at 12 noon, and I went there at around 12.30 due to misjudgement of time in traveling. Dean was nice and cool and showed me all the thing related to do in my whole semester. In one hour time I had my small orientation by dean covered. then I had 5 hrs to cover for my first class. I didnot knew what to do. So i went on to bursar office to pay my bill, then made my Id. then I went to CTA and made my U-Pass for free travel in Chicago Buses and Trains. during this process, it cost just around 1 hr for me. Still I had 4 hrs to spent, I didnot know what I have to do. Then I thought on some idea and make the utilisation of the U-pass. So get up in the train and went to another station using freee pass. Traveled to howard and came back. Also It cost me just over 2 hrs, and I had still 2 hrs left. Then I search for Mcdonald and went there to have sandwich, 2 for $3 ;) and then to book store. I dont know how to p...

ahhhhh.......at last i m in US. The traveling was not that nice nor that boring one. I was in full of excitement in the early morning in the morning, and all the excitement was gone when I was in the airport in the afternoon. I always used to be in hurry at the lost hour and so was I in this period of time. So, I was late at airport. I had to be in airport at around 1 pm and I was there at about 1.45 pm. I also get scolded for not having my passport in right place from my dad, but it was all phase of excitement. As soon as I went to airport, I placed in luggage in line and was looking in other direction other than my parents. I was not able to look into the eyes of my parents especially my mom's as my eyes were full of tears. If I have looked at her eyes, surely my tears would have fallen out. I just wanted to get inside the airport to rub the tears from my eyes. As soon as I went inside, I placed my bag in the security box and then took the hankerchief and rubbed my eyes and tea...

It has been around 20 days since I last wrote my blog. I was very much tensed in those period of time. It was actually I was not able to take the decisions. I had three opportunity lying ahead. One was, should I continue in the same old office, second was should I go for another one where I could fulfill my aim. The last one was the major one which could dash all my hopes of first two ones. Last one was, what would I do if I get visa. Now, every opportunity has been successful, I get recalled from old office, got the job in new office and got the visa. Now I am again tensed what should. Yah surely I would go abroad, but my dreams are now shattered. Don't know what to express and what not. In 15 days time I am moving abroad and missing my loved ones, families, friends and other special peoples here in Nepal. And also I have to cope up with the pressure in the abroad too. I think I can cope of the pressure, but the main thing is how to answer the problem of my friends. I sms all the...

The winner is always a part of the answer. The loser is always a part of the problem. The winner always has a plan. The loser always has an excuse. The winner says “Let me do it for you” The loser says “That’s not my job” The winner sees an answer in every problem. The loser sees a problem in every answer. The winner sees a Green near every Sand trap. The loser sees a Sand trap near every Green. The winner says “It may be difficult but it’s possible” The loser says “It may be possible but it’s difficult”

This is not the new DHoom 2 song. But this song is resembling to my life. I dont know what I am going to do. Should I continue work or should I join the university abroad and continue my education. If I continue work, the payment my office is giving to me is not enough and also they are not teaching me new things. Apart from that, for my higher education, internal problems for me are always there. Actually this song also tells me about my friend. He has been married yesterday, and his party is tomorrow. I am not new to his wife, but also I was crazy being seen the changes in our life. Now we are in the peak time of life and in this time, I am not able to take the decision. Even though I take the suggestions from everyone near to me, but also i am not able to take my decision. I am not able to get the solution for me. Now I am sure, I will be doing more good to myself by choosing the right decision. For this, now I am leaving this office this month. Its sure that I am leaving this offic...

Last Tuesday, I was hovering to king's way (its not new road gate ni fheri ;) ). I was on bike. I just stopped on the red light and made my head to roam around to see some pretty pictures. But suddenly I saw a man. he was in bike perhaps it was bullet bike or somewhat like that. I didnot took my eyes from him. I came to know he must be foreigner and I have seen somewhere in TV. I was wondering who the man was. After the red light was over when all the vehicles were gone, I came to know his face resembles to Mr. Daryl Hair. How could I forget this man's picture after all those tension with him from late july. I know that he was not selected as ICC Umpire for running champions trophy. But I was wondering, this man who has been so much hyped in international media, how we was like unknown in Nepal. May be my eye would be false to see him. But I am sure, that person must be Australian and his figure and posture remained to be like Umpire Daryl Harper. I would like to talk to him, b...

While on the way, my co-worker asked me something related to youth evaluation. I did not know what to answer her. Just thought about the goal of that topic and came to resolution that youth should maintain discipline. She returned me back with question how and why. I did not have answer about that. I really thought about the idea, but I could not trace idea, how youth are evaluated. Then I thought about a game and organizing youth as that part of the game. For example we can take the youth as 11 players in cricket game with two batsman of the opposing team and two on field Umpires. In that game, everybody is taught to be in discipline. Everybody is assigned to have a job to do. I assume that first part of the youth from 16-20 years old youths as the first power play in ODI cricket. In this part, youth are taught to be aggressive and get stance in each field of work. Even they are taught that when one mistakes how other should cooperate with that mistake to make an error free life. In t...